kalah.

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i need help

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Where we're heading?

Well here i am. Writing about stuff that i shouldnt write. Well im kinda messed up right now. And writing really does blow my concerns away. I said im shutting down this blog, but guess im not gonna do that.


the distance is tearing me apart, the thought of you not being here is aching me. i thought i can endure all the misses and the loneliness. but i cant. i cant go on living alone with love when a part of my heart is miles away. and the thought of you going to live in Canada after you finished you studies is hurting me.what would you do or feel if im the one that being away. you werent here when i needed you the most, you weren't here when im sick, you werent here when i missed you, and im not there too. We're having a long distance relationship without the relationship.

why cant you just live with me in malaysia after you finished your studies abroad?
im lonely and im jealous of my friends when they have their girlfriend around them,
i love you, but i think i have to let you go, for both our sake.
how often can we meet each other? once a year? once in a two years? how many kisses would we missed? how many i love yous can we afford to missed? all we have is just fights, over nothing. i want you here, with/for me. but you cant give me that. and i cant be there with/for you. i wanted to, but i just cant.

Can you just let me go.

time for you to go

yep, gonna delete this blog. i have tumblr and twitter.

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sigh

we used to be close, we go places together. now u met someone cooler,well known, you ditch me. guess theres nothing more i can do. from now on, i only respone if u talk or say hye first, or else im not gonna say anything at all. i'll go my way and you go yours, no more roadtrips, no more hanging out, no more msn/ym/fb conversations. see the thing is, how could you do that? not only u ditch me, you ditch all of the so-called crew. how can u sleep at night, we've done so much together. im a bad friend i know that and i know u have ur problems, tapi serious aku terasa weh!

your ex friend.

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Rest well champion.

A great friend, a great teacher.

REST IN PEACE JOHN PATRICK aka Joneh of Final Attack, you'll be missed.

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ILYSM

"if you can tell why u love someone. then its not love after all" - wise handsome man.

xoxo

hopeless

sorry I have let you down.

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I dont know what to feel.

I miss this. All the good and the bad times i had. The love i made, the new friends.
But its all in the past.

"Your ship came in, but then it sink" -Driven

Will i ever be good enough for you?

Pretty much about gravity.

You hold me without touch,you keep me without chains.



Set me free, i don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.

This month online shopping list

Oh im so gonna get this.

Football. stars that i like.

Note that most of my fav footballers play defensive role. because i myself is a defender.
So here it goes.

#1

Gabriel Heinze.
His debut for Manchester United was historical, how many players have you seen scores on his first appearance for his club.Heinze did it, yet he is a defender.

Strength-Tough tackler, free kick taker, game reader.

#2

Dimitar Berbatov
He play in the UEFA champ league finals with Bayern Leverkusen against Real Madrid, before joining the Spurs and then United. I fucking like him. I dont know why most United fans hated him.

Strength - Calm,precise short passer,skillful,scores spectacular goals.

#3

Javier Mascherano
Escapes West Ham's lame season with the traitor Tevez :p and end up at Liverpool.

Strength - Defensive minded, tough tackler, hot headed, midfield leader.

#4

Paul Scholes
He is a real living legend, nuf said.

Strength - precise passer, thunderous shots, play both attacking or defending role,reads every game quite well.

#5

Pablo Aimar
Was the "messi" of his era. He used to play for Real Madrid and Valencia.

Strength - Remarkable dribbler, goal scorer, handsome :p

#6

Hernan Crespo
Ruined his career when he joined Chelsea.

Strength - strong in the air, always score goals.

#7

Owen Hargreaves
Manchester United's best midfielder so far, sadly spend more than a year recovering for several injuries.

strength - long shot,free kick taker, midfield leader,game reader, precise passer.

#8

Carles Puyol
Hah! Despite my undying hate for both Spain and Barcelona, Carles Puyol is one of the most greatest defender i lived to see.

Strength - Ball winner, fierce defender, help the attacks, clean tackler.


#9

Essien
There is a fact about Essien. Chelsea won 100% of their game with Essien on the field last 2 season.

Strength - Physically undisputed,thunderous shots, regular goal scorer, team player.

#10

Raul Gonzalez
Oh yeah! My hall of famer. If people say Torres is a prolific goal scorer, clearly they have not seen Raul Gonzalez plays.

Strength - Freaking sharp, prolific goal scorer, one on one pro, calm, precise.

#11

Torsten Frings
With such small body, he put him self as one of the most feared midfielder.

Strength - Long shots, precise passer, influential on the field, fierce.

Pals buts sama kau.

I felt so stupid writing what I feel at my blog. Like shes even following my blog. tah tah guna internet pn tak tau. ak menyirap pe ngan kau. dah la bodoh. esk jgn becakap ngan ak please. tk leh buat keje ak jadinye. kau ngan ko pnye mulut busuk can bungkus already.

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blunt

Pity you. I'm being nice to you because I am nice. I have no hidden agenda. the way you bombing me with your assumptions. you are making an ass out of yourself. you was looking at sincerity, but now look elsewhere. because its gone.

xoxo

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Hihi Haha The Jokes Are On You.

You should've known better uh babe. Not everything is about you. Ppl go to work and eventually died in the process. So don't be all pms, and emotional about what ppl might think or say about they problems. So yeah chill, this bummer with no cause would love to stay the fuck away from you. <3

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Parmore? not today.

So I didn't go to the beach this week. :( I really wanna practise surfing for this coming monsoon. Seriously I'm a newbie. I can't even paddle well. So we end up hanging out at our lame mall, where we used to hang back when we're a bunch of school boys. Epic.

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Love at first sight.

I think I just found my soul mate, I didn't know her. And vice versa. :'(

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Boredom

Learning to learn.

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Dominant.

My kampung cats. all naughty and skinny. Lols

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Welcome to my paradise.

Parmore. The only beach that I love here in Kota Tinggi. Not many people knows her whereabouts or even her existence.

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Houston we have a problem.

I have, if I'm not mistaken, 8 past relationship. I never call for a breakup. But that's doesn't concerned me. People come people go. What concerns me is, what is wrong with me, why did every single girl that I date call it a quit. I do not flirt or sleep around. lol. I suck real bad.

But seriously, Houston. We have a problem. I'm twentyfuckingthree, and my mom starting to ask question.

*you don't have gf ah?
*you not seeing anyone ah?
*aunty .... daughter, single u don't want ah?

mom don't be so kaypoh can ah?

xo

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wedding daze.

My skateboard guru got married today.

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shipwreck.

Task pending. Malas. Thank god I have two beds. -__x'

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Fridays hidup hidup

Malaysia is an Islamic nation, with multiple race and religions. Okay just now after Friday's prayer, a group of ppl gather and start protesting about Malaysian government approving some licence for football gambling.

For one point it is bad, but if you are a non Muslim you'll see it as a normal thing. In fact most non Muslim are waiting for this. They have been caught gambling from illegal gambling institution. So this is their time to put a safe bet. lol.

But at the end of the day its all up to us. If you're a Muslim don't gamble, it is haram, and hell is a place for you. If you're a non Muslim.. well have fun putting your hard earn money on jeopardy.

xo

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Task #2 clean the batcave.

My room is a mess. and it smells like a dumpster. And it makes my Asthma even worst. Oh I just found my baby Bruce under my bed. REALLY NEED TO DO SOME CLEANING.

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Pending

Lately I haven't made any progress, in terms of life,relationship, career, whatfuck etc. I'm a slacker with no cause. might as well consider myself useless.

p/s anyone hiring Cad draugthman?

xo

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Grrreat

It feels so good to write again. I used to have this dream about being a travel-writer back in the old days. Travelling around the globe, see fascinating places, learning new and odd cultures, grew thick facial hair like Pierce Brosnan in Percy Jackson, oh imagine that. oh Africa, I must travel there one day I hope, I want to go to Mozambique, Ethiopia. I want to swim in the Nile, I want to ride an African elephant. My oh my will I ever get to do that.

Until next time.

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Surfer's haven

life's a beach. @parmore beach.ftw!

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IDK

Haha, I just downloaded this awesome app for my phone, it allows me to blog anywhere.
haha, guess I can be emotional unstable anywhere from now on. lol. oh the picture that I'm showing is a lonely house next to mine. I live in a very lonely neighbourhood, with no fences. I've been living here since like forever. haha. I guess that's about that. till then.

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