Well here i am. Writing about stuff that i shouldnt write. Well im kinda messed up right now. And writing really does blow my concerns away. I said im shutting down this blog, but guess im not gonna do that.
the distance is tearing me apart, the thought of you not being here is aching me. i thought i can endure all the misses and the loneliness. but i cant. i cant go on living alone with love when a part of my heart is miles away. and the thought of you going to live in Canada after you finished you studies is hurting me.what would you do or feel if im the one that being away. you werent here when i needed you the most, you weren't here when im sick, you werent here when i missed you, and im not there too. We're having a long distance relationship without the relationship.
why cant you just live with me in malaysia after you finished your studies abroad?
im lonely and im jealous of my friends when they have their girlfriend around them,
i love you, but i think i have to let you go, for both our sake.
how often can we meet each other? once a year? once in a two years? how many kisses would we missed? how many i love yous can we afford to missed? all we have is just fights, over nothing. i want you here, with/for me. but you cant give me that. and i cant be there with/for you. i wanted to, but i just cant.
Can you just let me go.
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